What it means to guard your heart with all your heart (Yes, your very heart)

I myself often tell this to my female single friends to guard the heart. I say this to them and even to myself as if it is a regular expression like "hello", "hi or "welcome", until I spoke to a young lady who I met three months ago. She asked me of the meaning of … Continue reading What it means to guard your heart with all your heart (Yes, your very heart)

God, If It Is Me Who Is Blocking  Your Gift (Then, Change My Heart)

I am back to this place of prayer and silence once again. I said my prayers and paused. I have almost the same prayers just like I had the last time I was here. I know He had heard my prayers uttered in the deepest portion of my heart. I know being my wonderful Creator, … Continue reading God, If It Is Me Who Is Blocking  Your Gift (Then, Change My Heart)

The Love of God, the Father, Only Can Fill The Deepest Needs

I looked at the mirror today and found the person looking back at me, smiling. She has been at peace these days that brings her joy to the many new things happening her life. Future looks bright to her eyes. And this person went through the hardest of times over the past 5 years of … Continue reading The Love of God, the Father, Only Can Fill The Deepest Needs

Moving on as a family (from an almost family member.)

It is the first of 14 years that she is not anticipated to show - up. Although, that she did not join us in a yearly basis, at least we get to receive her message and we talked about her and receive her life's updates around the table of dinner during family's special occasions. On … Continue reading Moving on as a family (from an almost family member.)

Refiner’s Fire (The Whitest Crucible At Highest Temperature)

The higher the temperature, the whiter the crucible gets.As I sniffed my freshly sterilized laboratory gown, I knew I was up for another tiring day of chemical analysis. I don it and headed down to that big silent room of chemicals and equipment of where only running water and occasional ringing of the phone can … Continue reading Refiner’s Fire (The Whitest Crucible At Highest Temperature)